When it was time for me to leave for Utah shortly after that experience I remember Jack wanting to play with the "magical" slinky again. Sadly I didn't have time as I had briefcase in hand. But they can be sure to count on it when I get back.
Elliott and Jack looking at a june beetle
Elliott and Jack raking the leaves with grandpa
Sometimes we fret too much in this life and not put enough trust in God. Ezekiel 37
Fret not thyself because of evildoers, neither be
though envious against the workers of sin...
Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for him:
fret not thyself because of him who pospereth in his way,
because of the man who bringeth wicked devices to pass.
Cease from anger, and forsake the wrath:
fret not thyself in any wise to do evil.
Ezekiel 37: 1, 7-8
Yesterday I was reading Nephi's prayer and desire to have no more sin in his life. He says this:
O wretched man that I am! Yea, my heart sorroweth because of my flesh;
my soul grieveth because of mine iniquities. I am emcompassed about,
because of the temptations and the sins which easily do beset me.
And when I desire to rejoice, my heart groaneth because of my sins;
nevertheless, I know in whom I have trusted...
Behold, he hath heard my cry...and by day have I waxed bold in
mighty prayer before him; yea, my voice have I sent up on high;
and angels came down and ministered unto me...
Awake, my soul! No longer droop in sin. Rejoice, O my heart,
and give place no more for the enemy of my soul.
2 Nephi 4: 17-19, 23-24, 30
There is much more to it but I think you get the point. Trust in God no matter what; whether it is your fault or because of someone else's fault that things go wrong, because that's just how the world works. During time here in college you can get very stressed. (Just like any other phase in life it seems.) And when you are stressed you are not often very happy. Not very joyous and excited for others. This last weekend was general conference. It was a wonderful conference, I was privileged to watch it with a few friends and roommates. I learned a lot about trusting in God and believing Him. To believe Him you must humble yourself. I've learned that my mistakes are from my pride. But I know that God can forgive you and I if we are but believing - trusting - hopeful - happy - not fretting (or worrying). Nephi states this: "O Lord, wilt thou encircle me around in the robe of thy righteousness!" We can put on that robe of righteousness each day. I think I will buy robes for my kids and give it to them during a Family Home Evening and teach them the importance of righteousness.
As my nephews and I played with the "magical" slinky we found out we had a place of refuge from all hardships. I have come to find that to be my Savior and keeping His commandments.
For a current update: Life is great, I have so much to do but I am really happy. Sure, I don't have everything I would like, some of those make me sad, but it's a great time to come rely upon God more. That's the whole purpose, right? Classes are fascinating, I am learning a lot about my field of studies. I love the Middle East and it's rich culture. I am still social through library study gatherings. I started doing the P90X with a friend in my ward each morning at 6 AM. That really is some hard work but I think it will eventually pay off. I do it to be active, I don't need the muscles but I also don't want to be super skinny. My ensemble groups are getting better, I love being able to still play music. I love and miss my mission tremendously. And most of all I still love and miss my family.
Ok! Mystery solved! I have been wondering about the great joy that Jack showed whenever he found that silly slinky in the toy box. It was like he had found something really special….and now I know that it is. You are a fantastic uncle, Uncle Scott. I love and miss you too, more than you will ever know. xoxo mom
ReplyDeletegreat story and application to the Gospel. Those cute boys are lucky to have such a great uncle!
ReplyDeleteKeep up the good work and positive attitude! Glad you're keeping busy, and even more important, keeping happy. :)
P.S. Josh did that p90x program for a while -- it's intense! good for you getting up and doing it every morning!